derp

March 20, 2013

And fuck if I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere. Is alienation a symptom of bipolar disorder or am I just paranoid right now? That “no one understands me, baw” feeling. Ugh, I hate it, it is pretentious, but fuck if I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere.

But you know. Bawww, whine, whatever. I was raised to believe that nothing I said had merit and people don’t pay me any mind anyway, so I don’t feel as if talking about this feeling is–well, let’s just say that when I feel this way, another voice tells me “shut up, cuntface, who the fuck gives a shit” which is true, completely true, wholly true.

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3 Responses to “derp”

  1. moodchaser said

    not true.
    I read what you had to say, and I felt it.
    I’m going to follow you, if for no other reason than to share in it and let you know I do in fact give a shit.
    I hate feeling that way. I hate that anyone else has to, too.
    Keep writing. I’ll keep reading.

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